Beginning of a new journey

Recently I have been thinking and reflecting a lot of things that had happened in my life, and I realized that a lot seems to happen for a reason.

Some of them happened because of what I have done in my last 5 years and it created the present that I am living now. Jack always said to me that the things that I did in the last 5 years will determine what kind of life I am living now. Well, it really did hit the point… really hard on the bulleye.

Now I’m really living in the reality that I was creating in my last 5 years. But during the recent weeks, I have been thinking real hard on how to change my life for the better. But in actual fact, I’ve already decided on what and how am I going to change my life.

It’s just that sometimes human beings just don’t want to step out of their comfort zone and take a step forward into the unknown even though there are huge rewards behind the door of fear.

I’m really at the undecided phase of my life which is the most painful because you are stagnant in life yet you know that you want a change but really don’t know which way should you go.

Maybe I’m waiting for something to happen or just waiting for something not to happen so that I will know what to do for the rest of my life. Hmm… well, it’s just so complicated when you’re undecided and full of thoughts and emotions.

But one thing which I know is that once I decided, my life will move forward, for better or worse. I’m willling to accept it. But I’m sure it will work out well after this month. This is like a beginning of a new journey of my next phase of life.

Well, I’ll keep you updated then. :)

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